Take My Breathe Away

Stroking, touching, gently feeling,
Your fingers gliding over my skin,
So vulnerable
So trusting
Allowing you acces to this part of me.

You could do so much damage
You could bring so much pain,
But I trust you
I know that you will take me to the edge,
But not push me over.

Squeezing, pinching, cutting off my air
The catch of my breath
As by brain flits from panic to pleasure
The thrill through my body
As your hand gently tightens around my neck.

Control

Control is such a strange issue for me.
Normally I am the one in control
Of every aspect of my life.

But the one thing I crave
Above everything else
Is to have someone take it away.

To have someone take control of me
This is what I desire
Over everything else.

Trapped

Sitting here on a a day like today
Makes me want to rattle the bars of this cage.
To be kept in the office
Out of the cold brittle sun,
Makes me want to cry out loud.

I want to break out of this place,
Go walking in the sun.
To see my breath misting the air
The wind blowing around me.

I need to feel the pulse of the earth
As the season changes to winter.

But instead I sit at my desk
Staring out the window,
Wishing I were free.

Falling

Falling,
Screaming,
Crying,
Sobbing,
Into the abyss I fall.

Falling,
Screaming,
Crying,
Sobbing,
Where did all the light go?

Falling,
Screaming,
Crying,
Sobbing,
I want to turn the clock back.
For all this to be a hideous nightmare,
And to see her when I wake up!

Friends

Who would I be?
What would I do?
How would I survive?
Without the support of my friends!