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Heart pounding,
Breath rasping,
Muscles screaming,
Body pushed to it's limit
But I try for that little bit more.
I compete on only myself,
To see how far I can go,
Before I have to slow down.

The Final Tie

Why did I let myself fall so far?
When I knew you would injure my heart.

From the start of this rollercoaster we've had,
I knew I was in deeper than you.
But as often as I tried to extract myself
I found I couldn't cut that final tie
And would get pulled back in to start again.

But now you have severed that tie for me,
And I can start to set myself free,
And finally heal this wound you have made.

Rage Inside

Blood boiling, rage seething,
My base emotions running wild
I haven't felt a pain like this
For quite a long time now.

But the familiar sensations,
Flood their way through my system
And I am caught in the flow.

As much as I know I should fight against it
I find that I cannot.

Your betrayal of what I thought we had
Has wounded my soul too deeply,
For me to fight against this flow of emotion.

So for now I am a creature of rage,
I wonder how long this will last?

Be glad that you are so far away
And I cannot unlease this torrent on you!